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[14 May 2005|03:07pm] |
Finally made a new LJ... ADD IT!!!!!!!
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) evryothrmemory
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[02 Jan 2005|05:51pm] |
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I had an AMAZING new year's.... it couldn't have been more perfect... it seemed magical.. almost like a fairy tale. THANKS BRENTLY!!<3 Downtown was beautiful... and ice skating was fun and romantic. This is the most memorable new years ever!!! i cou;dn't ask for more. I LOVE YOU! <33
ANYWHO.. THIS JOURNAL'S DONE... FOR NOW AT LEAST!!
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[08 Dec 2004|02:34pm] |
my mom just told me that when i left for school this morning my grandma has passed away. she was supposed to call today to say goodbye before she passed, and even though i was scared to talk to her, i wish i had the chance to. my aunt was the last person to talk to her, right after she hung up the phone grandma was gone.
she was cremated so the momorial service isn't until spring that way we can make it out there for it.
Every painting in my house was made by her, she lives on through them. i'm glad she left them behind for us to have and cherish.
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[07 Dec 2004|04:40pm] |
I've had enough. what else can go wrong? who else am i ging to lose? when is my dad going to make up his mind? when is he going to admit that he was wrong?... that he had an affair?
WHEN IS ALL THIS CHOAS GOING TO FINALLY STOP AND COME TO AN END>?
i wish i knew, i wish someone could tell me. i wish it would all stop.
a few select friends and brent are the only things keeping me somewhat sane. Keeping me from doing something stupid. Giving me faith, hope, and happiness.
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[20 Nov 2004|09:22am] |
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i was mad... i couldn't go to lindsays grave yesterday... and it was one month... so britt and i went to her cross by the mall bc we had time to kill before our moive. i miss her... everyone misses her... maybe i'll go out there today.
i got to see brently tho.. it made me happy. i missed him so much. He puts me in a better mood no matter what, he doesn't even have to do anything. I dont know but it's pretty awesome and i love him with all my heart. He helps me through everything, he came just in time.
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[12 Nov 2004|06:28am] |
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i hate hypocrits.
especially the ones who yell at you for ditching them when you don't. and then ditch you. and they don't even call to tell u not to come bc some boy is over. instead they wait for you to call each phone # of theirs you have twice to tell them that u are on your way and then they say well don't even come... so and so is over. GAY! i have good friends let me tell you. I like elyse tho shes a good friend, so is amber, and i wish i was closer with kert, she so nice and i tell her almost everything. i just don't like holly anymore.
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[07 Nov 2004|11:11am] |
WENT TO THE RYAN CABRERA CONCERT!! DIDN"T LOVE IT OR ANYTHING!!!
i have pics. but they're not very good. THANKS BRENT<33
( concert )
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[01 Nov 2004|04:15pm] |
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so halloween was fun. brent and i went and saw SAW. only he would
get carded 3 times. oh well it was a fun time. and we did eventually
get in. I was like in a pissed off mood all day today. I don't
know why, just everything that doens't bother me pissed me off
today. I don't know. but yeah. I'm gonna go dye my hair now, maybe
clean my room, and yeah i have homework. maybe i'll update later if i'm
not oo lazy.
i hate it when ppl are SOOO hypocritical. And i hate all the girls that want my boyfriend!!! BACK OFF HE'S TAKEN!!!
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[26 Oct 2004|08:48am] |
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So life has been Chaos lately. witht my dad moving out, and lindsay
and everything. It's just been stressfull and crazy. But i'm doing better now.
and i don't think i would've been able to get through any of this if it wasn't for
my friends, my ladies on both dance teams, and of course my brently.
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BUT! Iam hungry so im out.
LUV YA!
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so homecoming was fun... the DJ sucked but spending the whole time with BRENT, Sydney, and jeff was fun itself.After HC all four of us went to sydneys and we were going to watch movies and shit. haha yeah right!!! we fell asleepp by like..1230?!?!omg it was great. I'm looking forward to another amazing night at clarkston's homecoming this weekend. so yeah. anyways. my mommy bought me a car finally but i dont get it until tomorrow or thurs. bc we have to go pick it up. I'm soo excited... finallY! haha.
i'll write more when i update later... srry so short... bye.
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 so sydney looked like a boy today i thought i was gonna piss my pants when i first saw her.
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[27 Sep 2004|12:50pm] |
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SO im a lazy ass i havent updated in a few days... but anyways my weekend...
Friday - i had practice after school.. that was ok... our dance is getting better. Then i went to courtneys house and we chilled and ate there before the game. The game was soo much fun. And the best part is that we actually WON!!! thats right Biotches eat that. lol. after the game syd and i went back to her house and hung out. I love syd. i mean we talk about everything and anything... even the grossest things.. we always talk about discharge and things like that. (im sure u needed to know that)...hehe but anyways.
Saturday- my dad picked me up from syd's. My brother broke his thumb. and i went home and cleaned house then went to brents hockey game. that was fun. after that we went out to eat. then well hung out and watched a movie, then he took me home.
Sunday- i got up like around 11 or something like that, i cleaned the house AGAIN then britt wanted me to go to the mall and so did chels, but chels went today instead and my dad didnt call in time so i could go with britt. So then i was bored. then brent and i went to downtown clarkston and walked around and saw some of his friends there because there was this festival thingy going on. after that he took me to dairy queen... yumm..my fav. then he had to take me home bc i had to go out with my dad. so my dad took my brother and i to the movies... it wasnt that bad but i still didnt really want to go.
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so today i got my braces off... and i miss brent like crazy... my dad wouldnt let me go see him and i honestly almost cried... its kinda pathetic i know. but i love him so much and we haven't seen eachother in a few days. but yeah thats about all that happened today....
...sometimes part of me wishes that i could still be my daddys little girl... i miss the way things used to be.. so simple.
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[19 Sep 2004|09:14pm] |
I know he's not perfect but he tries so hard for me
And I thank god that he isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When he misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments
When he steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that
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So yeah today was fun i went to play at sydneys. we had fun going to kroger, pet co. and such. Its funny how we ened up being BEST FRIENDS! Its like the only 2 people that i feel would truely accept me for who i am no matter what are her and brent. IDK it just seems that they would be the only 2 ppl to stick with me through thick and thin. LIke i have a lot of really good froends that i love to death and i can trust and everything, but sometime i feel myself changing to try and feel like i "fit in" and with sydney and brent i dont have to... i never think of that and never worry about that. IDK. lol. anyways........ i get my braces off in 2 days!!! im soo excited.
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[16 Sep 2004|04:19pm] |
OK this is strictly venting.....
y is it that the ppl that talk tthe most crap are ppl that have no idea what is going on and are ppl that seem like they are the ones who always create drama? i mean what is it about them that makes them want drama>? WHO THE HECK wants DRAMA??? oh well im over it... go ahead talk as much as ur lil heart desires... its no longer going to bother me... i am better than that.... i am better than you. so move on and find something else for u to with ur free time.
ok im good.
lol.
peace.
Brent i love you
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[14 Sep 2004|06:26pm] |
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so now my ahir is black... idk if i like it yet...
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[09 Sep 2004|08:33pm] |
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Today i got up early to get ready for pictures beacause i wanted to look really cute. But i forgot that im getting re-takes anyways because i get my braces off not this tuesday but the next one, and i dont want braces in my picture. So then i was mad because i could've slept in for like a half hour. Oh well. I love how in Broadways class we just sit around, he said we could go online and i tried to come on LJ but i forgot that the GAy school blocks the stupid site. but anyways. So im not buying a car anymore my rents are leasing one i guess because they can get it super cheap and they're brand new. I think we're planning on getting a stratus or a pacifica. I dont really care at this point i just want something to DRIVE!! HAHA OMG!! im so retarded. ok so its sixth hour and im chewing on the end of my pen, all a sudden i get this really icky taste in my mouth. So i looked down at my pen and it had EXPLODED! i was like gggggggrrrreeeeaaattttttt what do i do now? so i like raised my hand and mrs. hard just gave me a new pen, she didn't relize it had exploded in my mouth. so then she figured it out and let me go to the bathroom... omg it was so horrible. it was kinda funny tho. i waslike that did not just happen. lol. so yeah im just kinda rambling on because i haven't updated ina while but noghtin interesting is goin on. my life is boring. But anyways... everyone should go to carry nation on saturday to see the dance teams in the parade and then i think we perform after the street dance... im not sure though. but u should come.
YAY! i think im getting my digital camera this weekend... ive needed a new one for so long now.. im pumped bc then i can put pictures in here. well anyways im out.
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